My blackboard

2008-12-08T03:39:00.000-08:00

Two choices for me. One is away from me. Another is in Frankfurt.

I'm confused and I don't wish to choose.

The one that I miss did not find me at all. Yet the one that I don't wish to hear from keep contacting me.

On a lighter note, Xmas is coming. and my wish is to have a white Christmas!!! =)

fabulous life

2008-11-25T20:06:00.000-08:00

Wonderful wonderful wonderful life!!!!

Finally I got my freedom! Do you think its worth to use a huge sum of money in exchange for your own freedom. To me, money doesn't matter at all so I think its worth it.

So in the end, I didn't take a single cent at all because all I want is to have you beside me. And right from the start, i didn't want to come at all. nvm..its all in e past.

Just came back from bangkok recently and the trip burnt a hole in my pocket. Shopping was so cheap and I spend abt $550 on shopping alone. Woohoo! I can't wait to get back to bangkok again.

I m damn broke. I just got myself an 18k white gold ring and longchamp bag. I know i'm becoming a shopaholic but I can't help it. hee hee!

Christmas is coming and I'm thinking what should I get for my piggy dear. . . hmm . . .

a new burberry bag!

2008-10-17T09:11:00.000-07:00

Yeah! I got myself a new Burberry bag. woohoo! I'm so crazy over bags right now and I have already write down a list of items that I'm going to buy.

Next mon I m going to get myself a LV speedy and a longchamp bag after getting my salary.

Life is fabulous man. =)

lessons learnt

2008-09-22T05:25:00.000-07:00

Money cant buy happiness. I didn't realized it until now.

Debbie, please cheer up too! I was really angry and feel hurt for you too when I heard what had happened to you. You will still have us by your side.

Now I truly know what I want in life.It is not money/material goods that I want.I had been seeking these earthly goods too blindly in the past that I had lost myself.

All I want now is a person who can spend quality time with me and a person who truly cares for me with all his heart. =)

i hate u now mr motorboat!

2008-09-20T21:09:00.000-07:00

I really disappointed in you now mr motorboat! Pls dont come and find me anymore because I will NOT even want to be your friend. What you had said about me has simply HURTED ME TOO MUCH. Then wad abt u urself??? U shld knw e answer v well. I really pity those friends of yours right now because i dont knw how many wonderful lies r u going to spin for them to listen.

I really really hate you now!!! Frm today onwards, this day will always be my hatred anniversary towards u! 21st will always be an UNLUCKY number. yes!

From love to hatred, I really HATE U NOW.

Do you knw that this mouth of yours has caused many people to dislike you. Do you knw that? Many of our common friends have told me that they dislike you and I knew it LONG BEFORE we went separate ways.But I didnt tell you bcos I dont want to see you getting hurt bcos of this, apart from all e assignment and work stress u need to deal with. Do you know i had a hard time trying to keep all this thing frm u because i was hurted too whenever I think of it.Just put yourself in my shoes.

But seems like now its the time for u to know and you really NEED to know about ur own problem and CHANGE the way you talked before everyone leaves you.You might have said many nasty things about me, but I feel that I need to help you by telling you all this thing. Not because my mouth is nasty and wanted to hurt you again but you really need to change...i'm just very disappointed in you....

PS: How amazing is that, i actually found out everything u said abt me on this exact day, 21ST SEPT.

get away frm me

2008-09-20T12:49:00.000-07:00

one more thing, guys if u are attached, pls get away frm me n stop asking me for my msn cos I dont want to be the third party and be frank with me if u r already attached.

PS: how come there r so many irritating pple ard n i really hate liars.

wad a SMALL world...

2008-09-20T10:33:00.000-07:00

pls dont bull shit to pple about how good you are when you dont even knw how to lie in the first place. U have no idea who you are lying to man...What a small world. This world is scary.yes! it seems big but its small. You will nv know who is related to who..so mind your word THINK THINK THINK b4 U OPEN UR MOUTH TO TALK. hahaha! lalalalala~

Yes, I'm that scary. When I'm angry, I will not scold at you or show it out.Yes thats me! =) I will put on a smile cos smart pple will nv let others knw that they are angry. Just because i always put on a smile but that doesnt mean I'm easy to push ard. I will not do anything to you cos I believe theres something called karma. what you do others, you will also get it in return
YES I M ANGRY SO NOW U KNW IT SINCE IM ALREADY HERE TELLING EVERYBODY.

Now I believe in something called karma. Got YOUR FACTS RIGHT B4 U SAY ANYTHING PLS. I HATE losers went round feeding pple untrue stuff, shake head shake head*

Lao niang is really unhappy and feeling damn pissed off. Better dont let me see ur face again cos I might come up to you and do many many wonderful things to u.

Anw who is interested in going for massage? Interested parties, pls sms me. anw only girls are welcome. GUYS DONT NEED TO REPLY. EVEN IF U REPLY, I LL NOT BE BOTHERED WITH U. fuck u lah.

my progress with mr pooh.now i m almost done with the bee. =) I really cant wait to finish this man so that i can use, after this, i m going to start on my big cushion =)

I'm so pissed off that i'm nt in the mood to talk anymore. nahbeh. I'm going to slp nw.

tomato freak.

2008-09-19T07:05:00.001-07:00

Believe it or not, I finished eating a box of cherry tomato. haha! I didn't expect myself to fall in love with the tomatoe so much until I tried it during lunch. NOW,I'm going to the supermarket to get another box of TOMATO again.

Today is serene's birthday but I don't think I will be going for the chalet as I'm very tired after a long day of work. I had been waking up at 5am in the morning just to go for work. wtf loh.

These days i'm so tired that I'm not interested in anything or anyone at all, not even shopping! =P I just want to stay home and have a good rest,surf the net and watch a nice movie. I know its the weekend but I dont care so pls dont ask me out.Anyway I only like to go out on the weekday.

Just realised that the famous amos box in my room has already turned one yr old.suprisingly it still look brand new as before and the same goes to my pillow too which is my greatest bed companion =P

Now the only thing I miss and need most is my bed!!! SO eveybody get away frm me!!! whahha!

u nearly stole my heart =)

2008-09-19T07:05:00.000-07:00

I think I might want to knw u better =)

things that i want

2008-09-17T08:53:00.001-07:00

I want hand cream and delicious dinner. I'm sick of eating aircraft food and food frm my nearby market. Nowadays I dislike going for wor. Not because of anything, but because of e food!!!

I'm going to have breadrolls for breakfast,lunch and dinner again! oh no!

All i want is to have a nice dinner after work and hand cream for my poor hand as it is getting dry.

my poor hand and my poor tummy...sigh...

PS: I long for japanese pasta again =P

all talk but no action

2008-09-17T08:53:00.000-07:00

I hate people who only knows how to talk, but no action.

*glowing with happiness*

Take for fun! =P my dear friend, thanks for the present! I love u so much ah!

Singlehood

2008-09-15T23:25:00.000-07:00

When u first let go of me, I was very disappointed and sad in you. I wasn't mad and neither was I angry with you as I know I have my own faults too.

But now when I was about to let go of everything and to start my life anew, you came back into my life again. I'm already so used to my new found singlehood that I might never want to come back again. . . .

Not because of anybody out there, I just want to have more rest and settled down my feelings....

Whether we ll back again or not, this I can't promised you.Just leave everything to fate....

hang over

2008-09-15T01:24:00.000-07:00

Oh no! Last night i drank too much coffee that I can't sleep last night and now I'm having a terrible headache...

I regretted drinking coffee...

Happy lantern festival

2008-09-13T13:16:00.000-07:00

Happy lantern festival to my family and friends! =)

And fuck u to those who try to ask me out on this day.Already say how many times that lao niang doesnt like to go clubbing on these days so stop asking me the same old thing.. Better run away fast b4 I scold pple again and how many times must I say that I have a HOT AND FIERY TEMPER to DESPO PPLE.

AND STOP INTRODUCING PPLE TO ME.

PS: i DONT like pple to knw what is my job. I'm always a STUDENT if u ask me.

Anw today is the happiest day of the month as I ll get to sit down and have dinner with my family together. U have no idea that my family and I only get to sit down twice a yr to have dinner together due to our hectic lifestyle.

Next time when I have my own family, I ll quit my curent job just to cook and I ll make sure that everyone comes home and have dinner together. So all i need to do nw is to LEARN NEW RECIEPE for my future family! hehehe! (Think too much again)

Tmr? Tmr I might be going down to hotel inter continental again to check out their facilities.

Whats wrong wif my computer??? Today is Sun but down here it states that I update on sat??? weird..hmm

PS: Eat at ur own risk.

get this clear!!!

2008-09-13T08:21:00.000-07:00

People! I dont date casually. So stop asking for my name and stop giving me ur stupid namecard when I'm working/ not working. Whatever it is, I'm not interested. So fuck off! yah, I'm rude and unfriendly and I don't give a damn about anything and I don't love to smile. All I know is how to make ur life miserable . Yeah,thats me! So fuck off! Get away from me.

Ohyah, fucker! Just bcos i tried sheesha doesnt mean I'm a smoker. PLS GET THIS CLEAR! I ONLY TOOK ONE PUFF AND I DONT LIKE IT. So stop asking me do I smoke or am I a social smoker.

I DONT SMOKE!

1. I DONT smoke

2. I'm only a social drinker

3. My interest is shopping, cooking ( in a mess), movies and cross-stitch.

4. I love to go out once a while just to cycle, bowling or shopping. Dont ask me to go for racing or what, I got WEAK HEART.

Last but not least, IF I DONT REPLY TO UR MSG, it shows I'm NOT INTERESTED.

Lao niang is that rude and irriating. So get this clear. ohh, I'm NOT interested in going to clubs too. Yes. I m anti social freak. So get this clear b4 u ask me anything. Yes. So whoever u are, pls dont bother me,

Anw today I went to watch 4bia. Its not really that scary at all. haha! Had fun walking ard twn my friend. =)

event at fort canning park

2008-09-12T16:17:00.000-07:00

After work while waiting for taxi, I got to knw a grp of ang mohs who invited me to their gig session at fort canning park.. The guitarist kinda cute and I might be going down to support them as well as showing them ard Singapore since this is their first time coming here.

We chatted for a while and I was still in my smelly uniform.So embarrassing. Kena stained by chicken cravy due to turbulent weather...

Welcome to Singapore, both hot babes and cute hunk. They travelled all the way frm LA to Singapore just to pursue their passion- music.To them. money is secondary factor. Really admired their courage.

To me, I don't think I ll have the courage to give up everything just to pursue my dreams.. All the best to ya guys! =)

outing!!!

2008-09-11T22:42:00.000-07:00

Outing to Sentosa after work.Thats y i seem to be so tired.. ooO

Outing to orchard.there wif my silly bag

My colleagues say I'm make of steel or what. I still can go as far as to Sentosa after long hrs of working. To make it worse, I still have to bring along my bloody lugguage.

Today I ll not be in Singapore again and I have so many plans and outing to go to.

Sat-Bowling? or even to sentosa again

Sun- My granny house

Mon- Date wif xiao jun

My eyes are so dry that I can't wear contact lens for very long. Damn it.damn it!

Anyway my dearest junior thanks for bringing out to enjoy the Japanese restaurant.Forget to thank u on the other day. =)

Thanks to my Mei and his bf too. We had a fun time throwing ball at timezone and I aimed well n did a gd job ah? haha. The three of us went to see lingerie and the bf was so shy lah cos we went to try on sexy nightie =P

Of coz I didnt come out but e funniest part was that when we were choosing our bra, I told my friend to touch cos its v soft. Obviously the bf was not paying attention, so he touched when he heard the word " touch! " as he was looking away. After a while, he looked dwn and saw he was doing and saw the expression on my face, he was so embarassed lah. whahahaha!

Now my wishlist is 1. Lv bag, holiday to Bali , chocolate buffet!!! nightie and more holidays pls!!!

I just wanna spend more time wif my family and friends. =)

let me show u my mr POOH!

Work hard, Sew hard and PLAY hard! =P

my mr. pooh!!!

2008-09-11T12:22:00.000-07:00

abt to finish sewing my Mr. Pooh Bear and i m so happy. My friends say I'm insane.haha. Even I myself find it nice and I'm feeling v happy abt myself. =P haha.

I think I'm going to start sewing cushion next.So next time i can put in my future living room. Then next time when my future husband comes home, he can hug the cushion that i sew . So that he think of me when i m not ard..whahahahaha!!!! I think i really injure my head..think too much already. haha.

ll post up the pictures real soon. =)

Yesterday went to Orchard Road n had my dinner at a japanese restaurant and it was very nice. I think I woud like to go back there again. Yum yum! Recently my appetite is v gd. Can u believe that I actually finish 1 packet of rice, 1 packet of bean curd and sandwiches?

I love everything abt the pouch! luckily my head is feeling better now =)

bad day

2008-09-10T22:25:00.000-07:00

Bad day or not? Just before I stepped out of my house frm work, I slipped and fell in the toilet. The pain was so intense that I couldn't stand out at first and the first thing that came to mind is I dont want to take mc.

Because of that stupid fall, now i had two big hideously looking bruises on my kneecap and hand. To make it worse, I had bruises on my head too as I knocked my head again the platform as I fell. Luckily I didnt' suffer frm head concussion if not really wtf lah.

My head hurts a lot when i was working yesterday, esp during take off and landing....But luckily it was ok by evening.

BUT NOW ITS BACK AGAIN...on and off..on and off... what the hell man... I just hope everything ll be ok for me. =(

Yum!

2008-09-09T04:53:00.000-07:00

Sorry girls! Reject u girls for clubbing again n again as u all knw i dont like to club and had already stop clubbing ages ago. =)

Today I'm a good girl as I stay home to learn how to cook nasi lemak. I ll give myself a 7 out of 10? hee... It is my first attempt and I am so happy that the result turned out to be quite gd. Too bad i dont have a camera, if not I ll capture it down and post it online.

Yum yum! luckily it turned out to be not bad, if not my dinner will be gone....nxt week I'm going to learn how to cook lemon chicken and I'm starting to feel hungry again.hahaha. So who wants to be e lucky or unlucky one to try out e food? =P

Sigh..wed going to xiamen again... how i wish i can just stay home to watch tv, shopping or trying to burn my house dwn by cooking. Wish me luck for the flight. Hopefully the weather ll be good n I ll not injured myself again due to turbulent weather. =)

Gossip time

2008-09-08T08:36:00.000-07:00

Hee..promised not to go smoke sheesha but end up going there... Today I tried the strawberry flavour but the smell is not very strong, on top of that, no kick leh..

Nv thought of trying sheeesha until Mabel told me theres different flavour so in end i was tempted to try and say OK! =P

Wahh..first time smoke until my throat pain..same goes to mabel. haha!

I really have a fun time with u girls, seri n mabel. Thanks for ur company and we talked abt many personal stuff too *ahem* haha! It was nice sharing so many personal stuff n had fun laughing n talking to u girls. Kee, i gotta sleep now.Tmr still have morning shift. Faster tell me when u all want to take off so that we can take leave together n go Bali! YEAH ! CANT WAIT CANT WAIT>>>

Anw who wants to buy Hugo Boss perfume( energise) for men? The bottle is one of the limited edition that comes out recently. Its totally brand new and not open at all. I dont tink i need it anymore.Interested buyer pls drop me a msg. thanks. *Prices negotiable*

If u need to see how it looks like, feel free to drop me a msg n i will send the photo to ur mail. Selling price at $70-75

2008-07-16T23:11:00.001-07:00

Do I look like a boy? It was fun dressing up as a boy..hee. But if you want me to choose, I will still want to be a girl. =)

2008-07-10T06:08:00.000-07:00

za bo! I'm sure I'm going to miss ya girls n all the nonsense that we shared.Catch up soon! =) hope to see ya all real soon.

Graduation day

2008-03-22T12:30:00.000-07:00

Woot! Finally graduate from SP! =)

Had DCMD "Birth" design exhibition at vivocity on the 28th- 2nd Mar 07.

To some of my friends who didn't manage to make it to my gradshow, here are some selective pieces of my work that i had done for the past three years. Enjoy!

Picture taken on a fieldtrip at CCk graveyard

An intergrated design project for a traditional bakery.

I was quite suprised when there was quite a number of people who want to offer me a full time job at a multimedia/ design firm. haha!

I have always feel inferior when comes to my work so I was very happy when I heard someone wants to offer me a job at his/her company.

However, it is all thanks to my beautiful lecturer Ms. Sawanee help and guidance, only then I can achieved so far. =)

Back to the job interview, I had no choice but to decline them as I had already found a job long ago.

To my fellow peers, have a blessed future ahead.

To my buddies, let's stay in touch ok???

To my fellow Hi and Bye friends, Lets hope we ll NOT meet again.

Some of DCMDS graduates.

Farewell! =)

Alright. Thats all for today. When I got the time, I promise I ll upload more pictures on my polylife for the past 3 yrs. ( I'm sure I m going to miss polylife)